Getting Lazy

This will be my 3rd week not being able to go to a WW meeting as I cannot get the money to pay for it. I am so upset because I really need this program and my mother told me that she would pay for it. But instead, like usual, she blows her money on nonsense stuff that she never uses. But I been trying my hardest to stick to the diet on my own and I weigh my self. I was really hoping I could go tomorrow as I am getting so lazy. I need to sit in on an meeting. I need to get back on focus. I don't know how I am going to do this, but I have to figure out a way. I am sick and tired of me loosing to weight loss, that this time I need to win. All of my spring clothes are too small for me so I need to lose weight to fit in them. They are all hand me downs from my 2 sisters. Most of them are a size small but I asked for them any ways as i knew i was trying to continue to lose weight. Not I totally lost tract of what I was trying to say. Oh well, I am going to go for a walk now as i need to exercise.

Big breath, you're fine. Just stay aware. Which you are. You know what you are and are not doing, and you'll keep learning. You'll be back on the bandwagon soon!

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~~~~Becky

~ ~ ~ "And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."
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Kris~
Hang in ther sweetie....If you have to, just eat 'what you know you need to' until you can get to a meeting...You have the tools....
But, as we all know...It works so much better with the support....
Terri

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Hi Kris
Iam sorry you cant get to a meeting I wish I could help but we can try and help each other Pm me if you want to If you livrd ner me I wold pay for ou to go myself

Tess

well, God must have heard my plea. My grandmother sent me a check for my school books which she promised to pay me back for. Her way of helping. SO I cashed it. Spend some of it on gas, insulin, test strips, and food. I am hoping to get to the meeting tomorrow am. Even if I gained, I find to stay on track i need to be there.

I'm glad you got it worked out!

Sader

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